Good morning,
I wonder as well how to respond to you. Because I don’t normally enjoy forcing physically, I take control, which is having actual power and not merely influencing with a threat of violence. For gruesome brutality or physical violence, you could have sessions with others who’d do that for you. I might punish you sometimes, but it’s not gonna leave a scar on you body.
I will order you to do things you want to do but in a context you might not dare to do it for fear of what others would think. I will order you to do things you don’t want to do but are your responsibility you agreed to take on the moment you sign the contract. From the M/s relationship, I must get my needs and pleasures satisfied too.
One of my needs and pleasure is being a spiritual guide and healer: I do not feel like myself if I am not actively being these things, and I need to feel like myself for, unlike most people, I am not just my body. I am aware that I am a part of God and you will learn what that means for me, what it means for you, and then you will truly recognize me as such.
Being a part of God gives me spiritual needs that most don’t have. To satisfy them I have to create other people in my image. That means, making you similar to me, and for that transformation to occur, you have to give total control of you life. Without it, I can’t bring about the change within you. Once you have become a copy of me, I won’t even need to give you orders anymore because you’d be doing what I want you to do automatically. It might be hard to understand how now, but things will become clearer as we move forward.
Concerning CNC, I will be enforcing certain measures that the contract doesn’t say. Under my control, you won’t always be doing what you love to do at first, but you will learn to do only what you want to do as you gradually transform.
I’m sure you don’t want me to take my cut off of your pension. But if my needs and pleasures must be satisfied by our relationship, that is unavoidable. It won’t put you in jeopardy, because hurting your needs would breach the contract, but you will have to learn to appreciate pleasing me instead of you. You will learn to focus on me and attend to your needs when you have to.
I won’t break a sweat to have you obey me. I will take control from the get go. Control is not mere influence, it’s actual power. I will take ownership of your current email and bank accounts, credit cards, etc. I will give you less of what is (officially) yours (but really mine) when you don’t comply, and we will go back to baseline when you have given back your submission.
So, for your CNC turn on, I won’t degrade you or harm you brutishly, but by giving me TOTAL CONTROL, you will have to do things you don’t feel like doing. You will be locked out of your bank account with no way to access it for you will be locked out of your email too and you won’t even have a piece of ID to show at the bank to reclaim access.
Total control is consensual non consent, but it wont look like porn you can jerk off to 99% of the time. You won’t be jerking off a lot anyways.
Hope that clears things up!
Cordially,
MQ
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